The Time Machine

A time machine is defined as a science fiction machine that is supposed to transport people or objects into the past or the future. Often times I feel like I am in such a machine. In a conversation with someone dear to me yesterday, I was advised that if I decide to look back be sure to have a clear vision of my future and where I want it to be. For the first time ever, I must admit I don't have a clear vision. I continue to ask myself why am I in this machine? What keeps me traveling backward? If the future is so great when I travel forward why do I not stay there?

Everyone knows I drive a fast car and I have found myself driving so fast lately that I have not noticed the seasons changing around me. In addition, I have looked back to my past for answers and I don't even know whats the question. Recently, I have written two stories related to the past and/or future. Its about time I read them again right?

Today you will find my time machine on Craigslist. LOL. I am done! Futhermore, I will slow the G down and watch spring form.

One Day.......

He will wrap me in his arms while I sleep
he will smile at me while starring in my eyes
he will take me to heights I have never seen
he will tell me his thoughts of a previous dream.

One day he will do things that were never imaged
he will teach me things and help me to inspire.
one day we will have conversation that is far from simple
he will allow me to caress his face ever so gentle.

One day he will make me feel like I am the king in his world
we will be transformed from what we were
he will do things just because
and one day I will say "wow this must be love".

Moving On...

In a conversation with my judy's regarding some of the people I have recently dated I expressed to him that although none actually formed into a relationship, some I would have like to keep around and communicate with while others can kick rocks. Its unfortunate that with each I have not been able to do so because apparently they did not see me as good enough to be a friend, however I was GREAT for relationships.

At first I was pissed, and like WTF, because we did not get into a relationship we can't be friends. Then I came to the conclusion hmmm... maybe you are not suppose to be friends with everyone. Oh well.... I presume everything happens for reasons.

This was a distraction free weekend and it allowed me to focus on whats important to me. Yes my memory had to be jogged but I am glad it has been.